you will always win. no matter what.

you throw your temper for however long you feel like.

torture me for however long you feel like.

and then I must like treat you nice, exceptionally nice for maybe a few weeks before you give in.

firstly, what kind of a guy are you?

secondly, how childish can you be?

I wondered how you survived till this day without getting into any trouble?

Or...

are you just bias against me?

I rest this case.

Give UP.

DEPARTURE FROM 2011

In 2011...

I learnt many things.
I made many special friends
I saw make ups and break-ups
I saw the beauty and ugliness of life.
I felt that I could treasure my own life and the people around me for the first time..
I felt the closeness of death which scared me to death
I felt for the first time that I'm not alone in this situation.
I felt warmth in SRJC
I saw tears of mine, of others
tears of joy... of sadness
I saw how you couldn't control fate sometimes.
I saw real good people.
I saw people with masks.
What an eventful year.

Thank you.
Thank you God, for giving me such great friends to encourage me whenever I fall
I'm sorry if I've been selfish at times.
But in life, it's either I win, or lose.
Thank you for giving me such great parents, for giving me " hidden support"


NOW...



THAT THE TRUTH IS OUT.

I feel happy.
I feel sad.
I have a whole lot of emotions that I don't know how to explain.
It's scary.
But its a whole new experience that I'm gonna be facing.
I hope that my friends, whether they promote or not, can accept reality quickly, and move on...
I hope that they understand that retaining does not mean that they are dumb, or stupid.
Some of them started late, so this is a lesson that they will remember for life.
Some of them need more time to absorb lessons and content.

Whether retain or promote, as long as we all reach the final destination
the processes are just experiences that will enrich our life.

RETAINING. WHAT IS IT?

compare it to a departure of an aeroplane. Some airplanes depart earlier than others, with few or no problems along the way.
But, some airplanes have delayed flights and many problems along the way. It conquers all the problems and move on...
In the end, both planes reach the same destination.
What does this say?

What if?
If next year... sec 4 repeats itself?
The only thing that keeps me going now is that I do not want to repeat what happened in sec 4.

Dear God,
let me pluck up the courage to move forward and never look back
to give my very best for all that I do...
I wish the very best for next year.

GOOD LUCK RACH! :D
ALL THE BEST FOR 2012... I hope the world won't end:(

I just want my parents to be healthy and happy.

THAT'S ALL.

moved:)

you know... seriously even if i did not go the other day. seeing these pictures already make me so happy:)) i know if i was there the other day, i wouln't be able to focus. haha this pictures are courtesy of rainieday! must really credit them! i love all the pictures... esp this one!!! she looks like some western celebrity! and so pretty! i figured out no one else except me and roy would go to her fc blog so i decided to put up here. i hope they don't mind!

very very very very NICE:)

AHH! so cutteee!!!





wow i think that girl is shorter than me!

how much did this cake cost?! its so nice!

ohh... so cute! looks exactly like yumi!

well... i cant believe this actually made me cry.
i can't make it tmr because so coincidently, i have prelims now
yes, i'm willing to sacrifice this for my exams.
i guess no one will understand how i feel. except me.
i kinda regret sometimes idolising.
its gives me negative and positive effects. it makes me confused...
but at least i can make it to her concert. I'm already very happy

good luck darling, i am giving you the strength to be able to sign all the posters tmr! on't give up! you can do it:) since you are working so hard tmr, i shall work hard for my lit too!
ohhhh... and don't cry:( i know you are touched.
i'm so happy for you and lzx

i think its not just a dream come true for you and him, but the fans too:)
i have been thinking a lot these few days... asking ppl like yushan.
i've decided... i don't think i will stop this that soon!
after olevels, i will become a full time fan!!!
contributing to the FC if i can:)
erm... lzx one a bit too expensive. so cannot:(



I LOVE LIT!
I LOVE LIT!
I LOVE LIT!
I LOVE LIT!
I LOVE LIT!
I CAN DO IT TMR!!!

CONGRATS TO BOTH OF YOU!!!

i am not mad. i just like them.