Having a match with kc tmr
u all will not be able to see the hyper me already
i will be quite down

Life is so sad
everytime when you want to be happy
somehow, you will be forced not to
when you don't want to be happy
you will never be

我真的覺的好怕，好怕

Just like everytime when i want things to go well, it doesn't
when i wish that things doesn't go well, hoping that it would be reversed
things would be the worst

as you all know,
i like quotes...
i like motivation...
i like inspiration...

so anyone got quotes to share with me please tell me.
i really feel like giving up sometimes sia

虽然我不是大家想象的那么坚强
我会从装坚强
变成真正的坚强和勇敢

Me and Sofia have a new found talent
pressurizing Mrs Low!!!

manage to beg her to postpone the test:)

Monday match
very scared...

HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT TO A GIRL???
OH MY GOD SO DISAPPOINTED!!!

ARRGH SO ANGRY!

我要冷静下来

呼吸。。。呼吸。。。

monday match with katong convent
gonna work very hard!!!

JIA YOUS WE CAN DO IT

don't give up till the last whistle blows:)

anyway for those who do not watch 海派甜心this is a good reason for u to watch!!!




so touching right?

爱凤头！！！

lots of things happening nowadays
tournaments are here
workload still the same

hope that thru all these
i can become a stronger person:)
feelings and emotions very unstable
i may seem on the happy outside
but when i calm down and keep quiet
i can just cry unknowingly
i dunno why leh

complacency...

feeling it man
come on i can't be so complacent
just because of one match?
Today did project with hui yi
so cool
laugh until like siao man!!!
and beside us got some mother and child keep on talking about PRCS
say we very good

lols are we that good?


i saw a advertisement today.
wow very nice sia
actually i see before but den
i everytime see also cry lols




In the end, its these small things that you remember
the little imperfections that make them perfect
FOR YOU...

So no matter how imperfect we all are, it is these things that make people remember you the most

I would like to thank everyone for making my life a better one!
THANK YOU

seniors!
sec 4 netballers!
juniors!
sofia!
fiona!
kai lin!
yu wen!
eugene!
aiya many many more i too lazy type out!

had a lot of complicated feelings these two days
i know my stamina dropped a lot
thats cos i haven been running for three weeks
and i come back straight away play two matches.

anyway all those are just excuses
i should have trained harder
give me more time la

Hmm... i very long never post and everyone's nagging
i don't even know what to post.

Err. lets see...

since the starting of my so called holidays
I don't know what i have done.
I feel really lost.
But in a way i feel happier because mantally i am not so stressed.
I think everyone can see that
The other side of me, the more crazier side of me is coming out
but i am really not studying.

Yu shan
Jia yous:)
just hang in there
give tham time

I friday got physics SPA and i have a feeling that i won't do well
because...
i am not a very hands on person
so good luck to me

haha the taman negara so cool!!!
more like holiday chalet sia
can eat at floating restuarant
sleep in chalets <>
sit in trains with aircon and bed too-.-
not even a camp
seems like OBS is better
but Fuhua people going!!!
i am so happy
can see them again:)

My stamina seems to improve a lot suddenly and i do not know why
anyway thats good.

I GOING KBOX NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My dog's picture in Straits Time Lifestyle page 13!!! Last one:)

How i wish there was more time

I feel so sad For Rainie Yang:(


go watch this!

http://www.88news.net/2009/09/15/golden-bell-awards-rainie-yang-this-year-im-the-biggest-overlooked-talent-however-not-nominated/#more-3927

The longer I live, the more I realized the impact of one’s attitude towards life.
Attitude, to me, is more important than facts and knowledge.
It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people say or do.
The remarkable thing is that we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will want for that day. We cannot change the past…
We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it.
And so it is with you…

We are in charge of our attitudes.

With the right attitude, nothing is impossible.

Maybe it's the things I say

Maybe I should think before I speak

But I thought that I knew enough

To know myself

And do what's right for me

And these walls I'm building now

You used to bring em down

And the tears I'm crying now

You used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I'd be okay

So why am I breaking apart? Don't wanna be torn

Don't wanna be torn

Don't wanna be torn

Don't wanna be torn

Don't make me have to choose between

What I want

And what you think I need

Cuz I'll always be a little girl

But even little girls

Have got to dream

Now it all feels like a fight

You were always on my side

The lonely I feel now

You used to make it go away

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I'd be okay

So why am I breaking apart?

Don't wanna be torn

Why is all this so confusing, complicating, and consuming

Why does all this make me angry

I wanna go back to being happy

The tears I'm crying now

You used to wipe away, yeah

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I'd be okay

So why am I breaking apart?

Don't wanna be torn (x8)

I really hope...

really hope that one day something will be different

i have something to say to netballers:)

we are really trying. its just no use right? Its ok. i have secret weapon

WOW!!!
this morning's cip was so fun:)
we were the last to leave cos we were the slowest!
we were the slowest cos we were the laziest!
haha:)
yup 3/9 was very lazy today during the cip
even our very home tutor confirmed it with us
THANKS EVERYONE!!!

TOMMOROW GOT TRAINING!

i just watched 《只想说声对不起》 and i think that it is totally touching.
i cried like shit man

就算前世没有过约定，今生我们算有缘份
有些事是回不去的，也不需要回去了

"BECAUSE I'M A GIRL" by: Kiss

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain

wow i love this song.
its nice:)
haha today was a bad day for me generally
anyway, is there anyday that is a good day for me?
haha
nvm.
1 year plus and you are out of my sight!!!
yeah:)
tahan a while more
and you are gone
muahahahaha!

physics almost want to sleep already
i feel like sharing a joke:)
since human like to eat potato chips right?
what is scientists favourite snack?
MIRCOCHIPS!!!

because i am a girl, i do not shout at you


because i am a girl, i control my emotions


because i am a girl, i will feel hurt


because i am a girl, i will cry


because i am a girl, i am sensitive


















































because i am a girl, I AM IN NETBALL!!!


ok lah a bit lame but still not too bad right?

so...
people say that with failure comes success
so i will not give up:)
i very long never poat already
in term 3 many things happen
and i hope that in term 4,
everything will go more smoothly
and i can focus more.

never did i know until this term that i have such great classmates in my class
jia yous yu wen and diyana:)

i believe that so long as i try hard
one day,
i will
be rewarded
with what i deserve to get.


I keep smelling the fragrance of promise
I guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now
Maybe it's a sunshine in my heart that shines on only you
It even embraces the painful scars

Love you
Bringing you up, I close my eyes tight once again
I love you if I can fill up both your eyes
I love you. if I show you my laughter
I'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you. if I can convey this heart to you
I love you. if you teach that heart
I'll become like it in every way
Love you, love you, love you, forever

I'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight
What do I do if you don't notice
Should I make another request to the clouds to rain again
So I can hold your wet heart

I so love this book!!! it rocks

when i reach home i have to ask my sis to keep it for me if not i will read it

in sch whenever i will time i will read

haha its really nice.

Go read it:)))

very hyper these days
dunno why:)
maybe its because the sugar level increase cos i eat a lot of sweets and all that
blah blah blah...
i shall not go into details
haha not bio lesson anyway

tmr got trigo test
damn scared sia
i scared i won't live up to my expectations

anyway
i just want to say this
i know of no one other than you
that's constantly ignorant
and completely have no idea about my feelings
as i continue this mental torture
i am still happy
as you have brought me joy and entertainment
even yet you don't know the feelings of my heart
i really wish to see the day
as i am withstanding the pain each day
and my heart is hurting in these ever sad days
when will it stop?
i ask myself.
put yourself in my shoes and how would you feel?
i'll keep on hoping for the miracle
and i'll keep waiting too.
hopefully one day
you would wake up from your coma of doing this
and understand me

haha i might be a good poet:)

MISS BUBU
PROFESSIONAL POET
TOP IN SINGAPORE
TOP IN MALAYSIA
TOP IN INDONESIA
TOP IN TAIWAN
TOP IN AUSTRALIA
TOP IN INDIA
TOP IN ENGLAND
TOP IN THAILAND
TOP IN CHINA
TOP IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!

YU SHAN!!!

i shall dedicate this to you:)
i know you are stressed but
don't use so many ****
i am saying this for your own good
imagine guys
do they like to hear girls say this kind of things

rmb the donkey story?
take all theseas trainings
for a better success
i know i obs also say a lot of times
but in normal life
don't say so much lah

and whereas your studies...
concentrate more pls
you used to do better than me in maths?
you can do it if you want
you really have to cut down on unecessary things
thats all i have to say
listen to me hor!

I want to see the old you!!!
if not...
MUAHAHAHAHA

lost the interest already
don't force me
a lot of things happen and i always wonder if i had made the right choice
if i didn't choose that all these might not happen

anyway i so miss obs!!!

I know i very long never post already:)

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想
还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过
知道你还爱我
知道是我的错
是我的错
我承认我对你不好
你为我 付出的一切
我都知道 知道你受的苦
真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天
有一天
我会看见
别人笑我
洒脱
其实我没有那么的
洒脱
我承认我对你不好
你为我 付出的一切
我都知道
知道你受的苦
真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天
有一天
我会看见
别人笑我
洒脱
其实我没有那么的
洒脱
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天
有一天
我会看见
别人笑我
洒脱
其实我没有那么的
洒脱