i should just not think about it!
Jia you netballers!!!

some things just cannot be bought with money...

tommorow common test
i wish everyone the best of luck
trying to get my 改版!!!



分手需要練習的

談起關於你的話題
終於可以不用缺席
甚至還表現得不再關心
從前你是傷的痕跡
現在不過是場回憶
忽遠 忽近

我怕的是低潮來襲
這城市哪裡夠隱密
藏住我突然想哭的情緒
寧願失去鬥志勇氣
好過和你冷戰推擠
這樣 誰輸得起

原來分手是需要練習的
等時間久了會變勇敢的
你慢慢出走 我漸漸放手
這不就是 我們要的自由

原來分手是需要練習的
等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空 不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會
在想你的時候 不難過

我怕的是低潮來襲
這城市哪裡夠隱密
藏住我突然想哭的情緒
寧願失去鬥志勇氣
好過和你冷戰推擠
這樣 誰輸得起

原來分手是需要練習的
等時間久了會變勇敢的
你慢慢出走 我漸漸放手
這不就是 我們要的自由

原來分手是需要練習的
等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空 不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會
在想你的時候 不難過

原來分手是需要練習的
等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空 不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會
在想你的時候 不難過

nice nice nice:))

我希望所有的人可以相信自己，爱自己

因为你只有爱自己别人才会更爱你

也希望每一个人都可以是乐观的渡过每一天

因为开心也是一天

不开心也是一天

所以我们聪明的人就是要选择开心的过生活！！！

we won:)
PRCS vs Temasek
35-23

i think it was quite good.
we are going to work harder!
i need to stay positive

wah my ankle a bit sprained sian
but i can recover very fast wan:)
haha
Jia yous
we all did a good job!!!

we lost.
katong Convent vs Prcs: (30-20)
but not lose to them, we lost to ourselves

everybody, including ourselves expected us to win
i screwed up my first quarter
i realised how one person's feeling and mood can affect the rest

one word. horrible
but thats for the 1st two quarters
3rd and 4th quarter we fought hard
but it was too late

now that we make ourselves in this position
we have to work really hard for the next few games
really hard
it will not be easy
i am very scared and i am sure everyone is...
we have to overcome that fear
there will be setbacks in life
but when you struggle through it and push yourself
it will only make you a stronger person
but to get through it alone
you need a lot of effort

i agree with Yu Shan that somehow we cannot accept success
once we succeed, we are happy and we get a little too confident and thats when we are not serious
and thats where all the problems comes in

To my Dearest netballers,

we all know what happen today
i want to thank everyone for the encouregement that they have given me
as usual,
i am a person who cries so easily that i think i can join mediacorp
they will accept me
what happen today was not because we cannot do it
but after we did half court,
everyone freaked out
and thats why everyone panicked.
AGREED?
but we did really well for last two quarters
we should keep up that spirit!
take this as a valuable lesson learnt
and make sure that we work even harder for the rest
i know its easier said than done but
we can do it girls:)
we really can
i have faith in every single one of you

Yu shan:

you know your mood affeacts me the most. you are one of the most important players in the team. We need you to come back. Recover!

Hui Yi:

if nobody told you that u did well today
you did. NO i'm serious. U did.
Don't keep everything boiled down inside
its not good for you

Wei lin:

wow me and you
central hug huh?
continue that:)
u give me the most support
Thank You so much

Chia Thong:

passes!!!
but u are the one who keeps us all cheerful when we are down
you uphold ur reputation:)
Jia you me and u today never clash

Defenders( Pei Ying/ Felicia):

can see both of u very demoralised
but u two are also very important!!!
u must work harder
u guys are the best defenders
EVER!

to those that encouraged me in one way or another:

thank you dahyla, sofia, and so many others
you guys are very important too!



一千零一個願望

明天就像是盒子裡的巧克力糖
什麼滋味 充滿幻想
失望是偶爾撥不通的電話號碼
多試幾次 總椰^答

心裡有好多的夢想
未來正要開始閃閃發亮
就算天再高那又怎麼
踮起腳尖 就更靠近陽光

我下我第一千零一個願望 (一個願望)
有一天幸福總溫尼琲爾 (聽我的話)
不怕要多少時間多少代價
青春是我的籌碼 OH~~~
我下我第一千零一個願望 (一個願望)
有一天幸福總椰b我手上 (在我手上)
每一顆心都有一雙翅膀
要勇往直前的飛翔 沒有到不了的地方

Having a match with kc tmr
u all will not be able to see the hyper me already
i will be quite down

Life is so sad
everytime when you want to be happy
somehow, you will be forced not to
when you don't want to be happy
you will never be

我真的覺的好怕，好怕

Just like everytime when i want things to go well, it doesn't
when i wish that things doesn't go well, hoping that it would be reversed
things would be the worst

as you all know,
i like quotes...
i like motivation...
i like inspiration...

so anyone got quotes to share with me please tell me.
i really feel like giving up sometimes sia

虽然我不是大家想象的那么坚强
我会从装坚强
变成真正的坚强和勇敢

Me and Sofia have a new found talent
pressurizing Mrs Low!!!

manage to beg her to postpone the test:)

Monday match
very scared...

HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT TO A GIRL???
OH MY GOD SO DISAPPOINTED!!!

ARRGH SO ANGRY!

我要冷静下来

呼吸。。。呼吸。。。

monday match with katong convent
gonna work very hard!!!

JIA YOUS WE CAN DO IT

don't give up till the last whistle blows:)

anyway for those who do not watch 海派甜心this is a good reason for u to watch!!!




so touching right?

爱凤头！！！

lots of things happening nowadays
tournaments are here
workload still the same

hope that thru all these
i can become a stronger person:)
feelings and emotions very unstable
i may seem on the happy outside
but when i calm down and keep quiet
i can just cry unknowingly
i dunno why leh

complacency...

feeling it man
come on i can't be so complacent
just because of one match?
Today did project with hui yi
so cool
laugh until like siao man!!!
and beside us got some mother and child keep on talking about PRCS
say we very good

lols are we that good?


i saw a advertisement today.
wow very nice sia
actually i see before but den
i everytime see also cry lols




In the end, its these small things that you remember
the little imperfections that make them perfect
FOR YOU...

So no matter how imperfect we all are, it is these things that make people remember you the most

I would like to thank everyone for making my life a better one!
THANK YOU

seniors!
sec 4 netballers!
juniors!
sofia!
fiona!
kai lin!
yu wen!
eugene!
aiya many many more i too lazy type out!

had a lot of complicated feelings these two days
i know my stamina dropped a lot
thats cos i haven been running for three weeks
and i come back straight away play two matches.

anyway all those are just excuses
i should have trained harder
give me more time la

Hmm... i very long never post and everyone's nagging
i don't even know what to post.

Err. lets see...

since the starting of my so called holidays
I don't know what i have done.
I feel really lost.
But in a way i feel happier because mantally i am not so stressed.
I think everyone can see that
The other side of me, the more crazier side of me is coming out
but i am really not studying.

Yu shan
Jia yous:)
just hang in there
give tham time

I friday got physics SPA and i have a feeling that i won't do well
because...
i am not a very hands on person
so good luck to me

haha the taman negara so cool!!!
more like holiday chalet sia
can eat at floating restuarant
sleep in chalets <>
sit in trains with aircon and bed too-.-
not even a camp
seems like OBS is better
but Fuhua people going!!!
i am so happy
can see them again:)

My stamina seems to improve a lot suddenly and i do not know why
anyway thats good.

I GOING KBOX NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My dog's picture in Straits Time Lifestyle page 13!!! Last one:)

How i wish there was more time

I feel so sad For Rainie Yang:(


go watch this!

http://www.88news.net/2009/09/15/golden-bell-awards-rainie-yang-this-year-im-the-biggest-overlooked-talent-however-not-nominated/#more-3927

The longer I live, the more I realized the impact of one’s attitude towards life.
Attitude, to me, is more important than facts and knowledge.
It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people say or do.
The remarkable thing is that we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will want for that day. We cannot change the past…
We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it.
And so it is with you…

We are in charge of our attitudes.

With the right attitude, nothing is impossible.

Maybe it's the things I say

Maybe I should think before I speak

But I thought that I knew enough

To know myself

And do what's right for me

And these walls I'm building now

You used to bring em down

And the tears I'm crying now

You used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I'd be okay

So why am I breaking apart? Don't wanna be torn

Don't wanna be torn

Don't wanna be torn

Don't wanna be torn

Don't make me have to choose between

What I want

And what you think I need

Cuz I'll always be a little girl

But even little girls

Have got to dream

Now it all feels like a fight

You were always on my side

The lonely I feel now

You used to make it go away

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I'd be okay

So why am I breaking apart?

Don't wanna be torn

Why is all this so confusing, complicating, and consuming

Why does all this make me angry

I wanna go back to being happy

The tears I'm crying now

You used to wipe away, yeah

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I'd be okay

So why am I breaking apart?

Don't wanna be torn (x8)

I really hope...

really hope that one day something will be different

i have something to say to netballers:)

we are really trying. its just no use right? Its ok. i have secret weapon

WOW!!!
this morning's cip was so fun:)
we were the last to leave cos we were the slowest!
we were the slowest cos we were the laziest!
haha:)
yup 3/9 was very lazy today during the cip
even our very home tutor confirmed it with us
THANKS EVERYONE!!!

TOMMOROW GOT TRAINING!

i just watched 《只想说声对不起》 and i think that it is totally touching.
i cried like shit man

就算前世没有过约定，今生我们算有缘份
有些事是回不去的，也不需要回去了

"BECAUSE I'M A GIRL" by: Kiss

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain

wow i love this song.
its nice:)
haha today was a bad day for me generally
anyway, is there anyday that is a good day for me?
haha
nvm.
1 year plus and you are out of my sight!!!
yeah:)
tahan a while more
and you are gone
muahahahaha!

physics almost want to sleep already
i feel like sharing a joke:)
since human like to eat potato chips right?
what is scientists favourite snack?
MIRCOCHIPS!!!

because i am a girl, i do not shout at you


because i am a girl, i control my emotions


because i am a girl, i will feel hurt


because i am a girl, i will cry


because i am a girl, i am sensitive


















































because i am a girl, I AM IN NETBALL!!!


ok lah a bit lame but still not too bad right?

so...
people say that with failure comes success
so i will not give up:)
i very long never poat already
in term 3 many things happen
and i hope that in term 4,
everything will go more smoothly
and i can focus more.

never did i know until this term that i have such great classmates in my class
jia yous yu wen and diyana:)

i believe that so long as i try hard
one day,
i will
be rewarded
with what i deserve to get.


I keep smelling the fragrance of promise
I guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now
Maybe it's a sunshine in my heart that shines on only you
It even embraces the painful scars

Love you
Bringing you up, I close my eyes tight once again
I love you if I can fill up both your eyes
I love you. if I show you my laughter
I'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you. if I can convey this heart to you
I love you. if you teach that heart
I'll become like it in every way
Love you, love you, love you, forever

I'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight
What do I do if you don't notice
Should I make another request to the clouds to rain again
So I can hold your wet heart