rainie seem to have lost weight...

well, good. good:)

keep it that way. i was so worried for her during one period of time.

but i should have known better. that she's a mush more disciplined person than me.

actually i wanted to post somepictures of lzx... but everytime i look at munmun's tumblr, lols i feel so embarrassed.

so forget it. at least less ppl see rainie's photos:)

i was reading TIKAM just now...

in a way, i'm quite similiar to them. i used to play childish games like them.

no, really like them. i liked to act, but i acted myself. retarded...yes yes yes i know

i acted as a patient cum doctor. i have different kinds of illnesses, and i would always bring my " daughter" along, some doll lah-.-

my favourite one... i have heart attack. then you know the thing that doctors always use to revive a person? that thing that can make a person's heart start beating again?

yup... i did it on myself-.-

thinking back... i don't know if i should laugh at my retardedness

or should i smile at my innocence

i really want my innocence back:)

i'm trying to accelerate as fast as i can now, but somehow the road has more friction than ever.

the sole on my shoe is still intact, but i'm afraid it'll tear off soon if i don't see myself winning the race.

GO RACHEL:)