you will always win. no matter what.

you throw your temper for however long you feel like.

torture me for however long you feel like.

and then I must like treat you nice, exceptionally nice for maybe a few weeks before you give in.

firstly, what kind of a guy are you?

secondly, how childish can you be?

I wondered how you survived till this day without getting into any trouble?

Or...

are you just bias against me?

I rest this case.

Give UP.

DEPARTURE FROM 2011

In 2011...

I learnt many things.
I made many special friends
I saw make ups and break-ups
I saw the beauty and ugliness of life.
I felt that I could treasure my own life and the people around me for the first time..
I felt the closeness of death which scared me to death
I felt for the first time that I'm not alone in this situation.
I felt warmth in SRJC
I saw tears of mine, of others
tears of joy... of sadness
I saw how you couldn't control fate sometimes.
I saw real good people.
I saw people with masks.
What an eventful year.

Thank you.
Thank you God, for giving me such great friends to encourage me whenever I fall
I'm sorry if I've been selfish at times.
But in life, it's either I win, or lose.
Thank you for giving me such great parents, for giving me " hidden support"


NOW...



THAT THE TRUTH IS OUT.

I feel happy.
I feel sad.
I have a whole lot of emotions that I don't know how to explain.
It's scary.
But its a whole new experience that I'm gonna be facing.
I hope that my friends, whether they promote or not, can accept reality quickly, and move on...
I hope that they understand that retaining does not mean that they are dumb, or stupid.
Some of them started late, so this is a lesson that they will remember for life.
Some of them need more time to absorb lessons and content.

Whether retain or promote, as long as we all reach the final destination
the processes are just experiences that will enrich our life.

RETAINING. WHAT IS IT?

compare it to a departure of an aeroplane. Some airplanes depart earlier than others, with few or no problems along the way.
But, some airplanes have delayed flights and many problems along the way. It conquers all the problems and move on...
In the end, both planes reach the same destination.
What does this say?

What if?
If next year... sec 4 repeats itself?
The only thing that keeps me going now is that I do not want to repeat what happened in sec 4.

Dear God,
let me pluck up the courage to move forward and never look back
to give my very best for all that I do...
I wish the very best for next year.

GOOD LUCK RACH! :D
ALL THE BEST FOR 2012... I hope the world won't end:(