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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

had a lot of complicated feelings these two days
i know my stamina dropped a lot
thats cos i haven been running for three weeks
and i come back straight away play two matches.

anyway all those are just excuses
i should have trained harder
give me more time la

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Hmm... i very long never post and everyone's nagging
i don't even know what to post.

Err. lets see...

since the starting of my so called holidays
I don't know what i have done.
I feel really lost.
But in a way i feel happier because mantally i am not so stressed.
I think everyone can see that
The other side of me, the more crazier side of me is coming out
but i am really not studying.

Yu shan
Jia yous:)
just hang in there
give tham time

I friday got physics SPA and i have a feeling that i won't do well
because...
i am not a very hands on person
so good luck to me

haha the taman negara so cool!!!
more like holiday chalet sia
can eat at floating restuarant
sleep in chalets <>
sit in trains with aircon and bed too-.-
not even a camp
seems like OBS is better
but Fuhua people going!!!
i am so happy
can see them again:)

My stamina seems to improve a lot suddenly and i do not know why
anyway thats good.

I GOING KBOX NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

My dog's picture in Straits Time Lifestyle page 13!!! Last one:)

How i wish there was more time

I feel so sad For Rainie Yang:(


go watch this!

http://www.88news.net/2009/09/15/golden-bell-awards-rainie-yang-this-year-im-the-biggest-overlooked-talent-however-not-nominated/#more-3927


Friday, September 25, 2009

The longer I live, the more I realized the impact of one’s attitude towards life.
Attitude, to me, is more important than facts and knowledge.
It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people say or do.
The remarkable thing is that we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will want for that day. We cannot change the past…
We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it.
And so it is with you…

We are in charge of our attitudes.

With the right attitude, nothing is impossible.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Maybe it's the things I say
Maybe I should think before I speak
But I thought that I knew enough
To know myself
And do what's right for me
And these walls I'm building now
You used to bring em down
And the tears I'm crying now
You used to wipe away
I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart? Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't make me have to choose between
What I want
And what you think I need
Cuz I'll always be a little girl
But even little girls
Have got to dream
Now it all feels like a fight
You were always on my side
The lonely I feel now
You used to make it go away
I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn
Why is all this so confusing, complicating, and consuming
Why does all this make me angry
I wanna go back to being happy
The tears I'm crying now
You used to wipe away, yeah
I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn (x8)
I really hope...
really hope that one day something will be different

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

i have something to say to netballers:)

we are really trying. its just no use right? Its ok. i have secret weapon

Saturday, September 12, 2009

WOW!!!
this morning's cip was so fun:)
we were the last to leave cos we were the slowest!
we were the slowest cos we were the laziest!
haha:)
yup 3/9 was very lazy today during the cip
even our very home tutor confirmed it with us
THANKS EVERYONE!!!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

TOMMOROW GOT TRAINING!

i just watched 《只想说声对不起》 and i think that it is totally touching.
i cried like shit man

就算前世没有过约定,今生我们算有缘份
有些事是回不去的,也不需要回去了

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

"BECAUSE I'M A GIRL" by: Kiss

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain

wow i love this song.
its nice:)
haha today was a bad day for me generally
anyway, is there anyday that is a good day for me?
haha
nvm.
1 year plus and you are out of my sight!!!
yeah:)
tahan a while more
and you are gone
muahahahaha!

physics almost want to sleep already
i feel like sharing a joke:)
since human like to eat potato chips right?
what is scientists favourite snack?
MIRCOCHIPS!!!

because i am a girl, i do not shout at you


because i am a girl, i control my emotions


because i am a girl, i will feel hurt


because i am a girl, i will cry


because i am a girl, i am sensitive


















































because i am a girl, I AM IN NETBALL!!!


ok lah a bit lame but still not too bad right?

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

so...
people say that with failure comes success
so i will not give up:)
i very long never poat already
in term 3 many things happen
and i hope that in term 4,
everything will go more smoothly
and i can focus more.

never did i know until this term that i have such great classmates in my class
jia yous yu wen and diyana:)

i believe that so long as i try hard
one day,
i will
be rewarded
with what i deserve to get.


I keep smelling the fragrance of promise
I guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now
Maybe it's a sunshine in my heart that shines on only you
It even embraces the painful scars

Love you
Bringing you up, I close my eyes tight once again
I love you if I can fill up both your eyes
I love you. if I show you my laughter
I'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you. if I can convey this heart to you
I love you. if you teach that heart
I'll become like it in every way
Love you, love you, love you, forever

I'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight
What do I do if you don't notice
Should I make another request to the clouds to rain again
So I can hold your wet heart

Thursday, July 23, 2009



I so love this book!!! it rocks

when i reach home i have to ask my sis to keep it for me if not i will read it

in sch whenever i will time i will read

haha its really nice.

Go read it:)))

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

very hyper these days
dunno why:)
maybe its because the sugar level increase cos i eat a lot of sweets and all that
blah blah blah...
i shall not go into details
haha not bio lesson anyway

tmr got trigo test
damn scared sia
i scared i won't live up to my expectations

anyway
i just want to say this
i know of no one other than you
that's constantly ignorant
and completely have no idea about my feelings
as i continue this mental torture
i am still happy
as you have brought me joy and entertainment
even yet you don't know the feelings of my heart
i really wish to see the day
as i am withstanding the pain each day
and my heart is hurting in these ever sad days
when will it stop?
i ask myself.
put yourself in my shoes and how would you feel?
i'll keep on hoping for the miracle
and i'll keep waiting too.
hopefully one day
you would wake up from your coma of doing this
and understand me

haha i might be a good poet:)

MISS BUBU
PROFESSIONAL POET
TOP IN SINGAPORE
TOP IN MALAYSIA
TOP IN INDONESIA
TOP IN TAIWAN
TOP IN AUSTRALIA
TOP IN INDIA
TOP IN ENGLAND
TOP IN THAILAND
TOP IN CHINA
TOP IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

YU SHAN!!!

i shall dedicate this to you:)
i know you are stressed but
don't use so many ****
i am saying this for your own good
imagine guys
do they like to hear girls say this kind of things

rmb the donkey story?
take all theseas trainings
for a better success
i know i obs also say a lot of times
but in normal life
don't say so much lah

and whereas your studies...
concentrate more pls
you used to do better than me in maths?
you can do it if you want
you really have to cut down on unecessary things
thats all i have to say
listen to me hor!

I want to see the old you!!!
if not...
MUAHAHAHAHA

Saturday, July 4, 2009

lost the interest already
don't force me
a lot of things happen and i always wonder if i had made the right choice
if i didn't choose that all these might not happen

anyway i so miss obs!!!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

I know i very long never post already:)

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想
还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过
知道你还爱我
知道是我的错
是我的错
我承认我对你不好
你为我 付出的一切
我都知道 知道你受的苦
真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天
有一天
我会看见
别人笑我
洒脱
其实我没有那么的
洒脱
我承认我对你不好
你为我 付出的一切
我都知道
知道你受的苦
真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天
有一天
我会看见
别人笑我
洒脱
其实我没有那么的
洒脱
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天
有一天
我会看见
别人笑我
洒脱
其实我没有那么的
洒脱

Monday, June 8, 2009

ok ok i am back:)

will post pics when i have time:)

hehehe

Monday, May 18, 2009

hey people!!!
a few jokes here for you
cos i noe you guys are going to miss my lameness while i am away!!!

1. why didn't the skeleton go to the prom?

HE HAD NO BODY TO GO WITH!!!

2. What's brown and sticky?

A STICK!!!

3. Why did the boy throw his watch into the trash bin?

HE WANTED TO WASTE TIME!!!

4. what do scientists eat for supper?

MICROCHIPS!!!

bear with me ah
a bit lame-.-

but being happy is the most important:)


Let me tell you a very dirty story.
Once upon a time, there was a 16 year old boy by the name of John.
John asked his parents for a mountain bike for his birthday and got his wish.
So on his birthday, John took his new bike out for its first ride in the evening.
Cos it was evening, the sun had set and it was quite dark.
Despite this, John rode on through the poor visibility when suddenly...SMACK!!!
He rammed into a street lamp and fell off his bike and into a nearby puddle of filthy mud.
The mud was brown and thick and there was dead leaves and animal waste in it.
John's leg was trapped under a plant and had to roll around in the mud until his whole body was very dirty before he could free himself.
The end.

DIRTY JOKE:)))
ok now i reopen my blog already:)
won't be posting again though exams are over
i will be away!!!

haha dun miss me

oh no i am so scared to get back my results...
hope it is ok


BYE:)

Monday, April 20, 2009

i am BORED
ok wrong word to use
i will never be bored cos there are endless things for me to do:)

so i just want to say...
HI:)

Thursday, April 16, 2009

today is a very good day because it is...




thursday!!!

actually i don't know why people keep on asking me to be more matured.
i already so matured
if i more matured
the world will be full of black and white colours
oh ya they are not colours:)
ok now a bit emo...
and inspirational:)

I should be thankful that I have access to opportunities that others will never even dream of having, that I should be glad I even have loved ones, even if they are taken away from me.I have had painful things happen to me, and I know what sorrow feels like, but there are always those who have been hurt deeper than me. To them I can only offer my prayers, and my sympathy.

It is very true in our lives that we must choose for ourselves how to live, and which road to travel, and which song to sing, be it happy or sad. I like to think I choose to sing a happy song, of life and laughter. But of course, sometimes life chooses for us also.


Life has good and bad but in the end we determine our own course.



Thursday, April 9, 2009

changed blog song
i like 许愿树 its nice:)

today celebrated yu shan's birthday at k-box
felt like all my problems were all gone
but once i go back to the real world
the cruel and evil things all come back to you
so sad
today we tricked yu shan:)
so cool we told her we not going to k-box anymore and we poured sour plum on her
haha cool
now at yu shan's hse slacking
but when i go back
everythings will return to the cruel worl that i live in

post pictures soon:)

oh ya and sorry i forgot to ans tags
all i have to say is...
HI!!!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Thanks Chia thong:)
you know why

sorry
sorry
i really don't know what you want from me
all i can do is to avoid you
i don't know what will happen
i don't want things to turn out badly
i want things to remained as it was in my happy days
how i wish we never grew up:)

is it ever possible?
that you will one day
leave me alone?
just...
i don't want to have anything involved
its not my problem

people say my blog is so not like my character in school
but hey, everyone has problems too
and mine happens to be almost frequently
but i'll still try to keep a positive outlook

Monday, April 6, 2009

enough is enough
i have went overboard
sorry i hurt your feelings
i will never do it again
i will stay as it is
following my traditional rule
no one can stop me anymore
learnt so much from this episode
hope it won't repeat
i just want to concentrate on my studies and netball now
so nothing else is going to distract me already.
nothing else to comment
say whatever you want
criticise whatever you want
its not going to change any thing...

我知道你很难过
感情的付出不是真心就会有结果
别问怎么做爱才能长久
这道理有一天你会懂
我知道你很难过
昨天是恋人
今天说分说就分手
别问你的痛要怎么解脱
多情的人注定伤得比较久

Saturday, April 4, 2009



trying hard
really trying
i shall not force myself too much:)
what should be done is done


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

nothing much to post.
just another long and tiring wednesday
really really tired
just want to have a break again
i want to have a break without any homework
anyway tmr got 2 tests
eng expository and emaths congruence and similarity
hope can do well:)
thats all
shall try to sleep earlier today.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

OK...
i failed my a-maths test
surprising? no.
why?
i didn't work had
second test i faild this year
i really do want to work harder
i really do
but can i?
i don't know
you can't escape from studying
is which kind of attitude you want to face with
i was really sad
but i know that failures are all part of life
but i didn't really study for this test
and thats why i am partly to blame
so there is no use crying over spilt milk
hope i pass the retest


ok enough bout maths
NETBALL
today is not actually the day that seniors step down
but it is their last training with us:(
somehow i really feel like i have just lost my loved one
they go through thick and thin with us
no more laming
but still got the lame sec 3s! (me! shhh)
haha good luck for their national exams

though the sacarsim has faded off cos so may matches has passed
i am not so ironic and emo and sacarstic now
but sometimes i will still say here and there
cos its like when you sprain your ankle
the pain will forever be there
it will never fully recover
so thats why the pain in my heart will forever be there:)
ok i know that this blog is getting more boring


B'DIV 2009 ROCKS!!!
BYE BYE:)


Monday, March 30, 2009

today was a sad and happy day
ss suhaimi want me to stay back during recess cos i never hand in hw
but i never even see the paper before
so dun care him haha
next Mrs ang never come
quite happy lah
but i studied for the test!
Arrgh!!!
but nvm thursday just take the test
chem still same teach very fast
lit quite funny

haha netball:)
so funny
ok fine.
the first part not very funny lah
erm we played with raffles and kinda got thrashed
45-10
hehe
aiya dying already die peacefully lor
haha

den we played half court with sec 3s haha so cool
i love you guys!!!
haha

here comes the funny part
when we were on the way back to school
the bus driver was speeding and was kena caught by the traffic police
Jo thay all say the traffic police very " shuai"
erm i dun think so right?
Chia thong? wei lin?

tuition... just came back
super tired
will try to study for bio test

Anyway this is for seniors
thank you Jomanda, Zhi Ying,
Victoria, Deborah, Rachel Seah,
Rachel neo, Zena, Eunice, Nargis,
and the other sec 4s
sorry if i forgot to put your name:)
thank you for your guidance to us, the sec 3s
all these while
without you guys
all of us would not be improving so much
we would not be so motivated to work hard
thank you for your motivation
your encouragement
I will miss all the fun and lame times that we had together
when we make mistakes
you guys will try your best to guide us along
we will certainly learn from you guys
what we learnt
is...
well basically to not to give up
thank you so much!!!
I will miss you guys:)


why is your thing more important than us?
we are like in the decision match
of nationals
i dunno
i find you quite irresponsible
not that i can do any better
but...
you are supposed to be someone that i look up to

Friday, March 27, 2009

I dunno leh but i feel like i am becoming more lame each day
maybe its cos i giving less stress to myself in cca
actually i dun really care now
i still work hard
but if i do badly, den do badly lor
haha if good den good lor
i think yu shan will like scold me
just came up from swimming and Ann told me a lot of things
i think that i really should not complain about my life now as things are going to get worse
as we all get older
so treasure your every moment that u are living now!!!
primary sch: sleep 8 hours
sec sch: 6 hours
JC: 4 hours
-ann
i think this is also very true:)
haha so treasure your sleeping hours too
anyway i think i am getting more like playful during classes
this week alone
how many times did i get scolded?
including TODAY
haix it pissed me off
fine i not proactive
whatever-.-
thats just so lame la
i even saw u jaywalking before
wat right do u have to say bout us?
I shall try to become lamer
as it makes me happier!
hahaha
BYE!
the graph is increasing in steepness

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

life after one week of term 2...
erm i tried to be a good kid
but erm not very successful lah:)
hw some never do... kena scolded for changing places
blah blah blah...
haha
but i think i am happier than last term:)
thats a good thing
and lamer too!!!
i realised my post like getting shorter and shorter
no time:(
common test coming again!!!
AGGRH!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

i don't understand anything for physics!!!
its not fair for us to have the test tmr:(
haha but i realised that a lot of ppl also dunno got test tmr
so at least there is hope that the test will be postpone
sch is restarting
and i realised that our lit hw is encouraging us to die faster:)
hahahahahahaha:):)
who wants to learn physics?
go this website...
have fun!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

你说你喜欢
我笑得开朗
你越温柔
我越不想撒谎
我办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你
我感觉更勉强
别人的幸福
何必要模仿
放手?
nothing much during training yetersday
actually i quite happy
just feel that why i train so long like a lot of things still never improve
but i think i got improve:)
so three cheers for me!
haha
i shall work hard like you will never imagine:)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I'M SO DEAD FOR HW!
HAVEN EVEN STARTED YET
didn't go for training
my mummy insisted that i take a break
i think some ppl know why
haha
but don't worry i'll be going tmr:)
haha dunno how much i missed out
but who cares?
haha
BYE I FEEL LIKE CHIONGING HW
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Friday, March 13, 2009

yea i made it:)
thank you to everybody who encouraged me for this cross country.
almost our whole netball team made it to top 20:)
jia you netballers
sec 4s and 5 don't be too upset
u tried ur best:)
yesterday was super scared
so scared of cheri
but cheri u still got 3rd:)
rmb our plan next year k?
but i told myself that i could do it
haha yeah:)
OMG and 3/9 got overall champion for sec 3!!!
cool!
AND for cheering competition
it was like a miracle...
3rd? 3/9? why ah?
nvm that shows that we can do it
GO 3/9!
love you lots:)
and not forgetting my beloved netballers too!!!
Jia yous for the upcoming nationals and lets all train hard:)
I need to work harder for my results.

Monday, March 9, 2009


YES!!!
Today got 7 periods of relief:)
its like a miracle
but to 3/7 this is probably nothing
but still very happy

friday cheering competition...
omg i really can't imagine my class
can we more undead?
I can take it anymore
why are u guys like that?
why can't we do it more lively?
only a handful of people can do it.
thank you to those people
but the rest
i don't know...
is studying what u wan? only that?
do we have to show other classes that we are like forever
so nerdy
I hope for a miracle...

cross country:(
usually my favourite day of the year
but not this year leh
dunno why i feel that my stamina drop.

I need a miracle
i know we're suppose to work hard ourselves but...

I don't know.
Is it too rash?
i made a rash decision?

Sunday, March 8, 2009

HAPPY NEWS TO ANNOUNCE TOMMOROW
I KNOW IT AMY NOT BE TOO GOOD A NEWS FOR
YOU
BUT ITS STILL WORTH IT DON'T U THINK?
HAHA I LOVE YOU
of course you too:)

Thursday, March 5, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA AND SHERRI!!!!
haha ran 2.4 today
quite impressed with results
cool:)
and realised that my class is really not bad after all!
Go 3/9!
love you to the core
lets do well for cheering comp
and win something
sorry for showing my bad temper nowadays
really pissed by some things.
the graph is still increasing...

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

really proud to be in this netball team called PRCS
though we may not scream and shout like other teams during the game
we are united as one.
feel that god answered my prayer last night
we did it:)
we made it to the semi finals
which means we are in top 4
you guys deserve it
and u deserve IT too
enjoy it:)
you totally ruin my happy mood today
nvm...
tmr got 2.4 take time
scared sia
my stamina like drop leh
another thing pissed me off today.
shall not say it
anyway its a fact
haha thanks jo for ur 'encouraging' speech
should i go on fri?
Go netballers.
don't think i can have the courage to bring out the hero in me
ok eng lesson time...
spot the irony:)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

we humans should be like them
they work hard no matter what.
they fail, and they try again.
they can take bad opinions
they will still continue to fight
dogs also have a lot of teamwork.
when one is in trouble
thewhole bunch of dogs will rush out to help
they face all kinds of problems with confidence
and try their 100% best in everthing that they do.
I don't know why
but we humans sometimes just cannot accept the fact that we did not win
or we failed
we lose confidence
and are even more scared
i feel that we should be more bonded and
go through things together
to Yu Shan and
ppl who have little confidence:
Its difficult to imagine the situation that you're in
its something that i would never and can never feel
but u really have to believe yourself
that there is a hero inside you
don't be afraid of what or who you are
If you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know
will melt away.
When you find that hero inside you
you will feel the strength to carry on
you will put your fears aside
and you know you can survive
so when you feel that hope for you is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll eventually see the truth
that a hero is inside you
hey weilin thanks for the motivation!
hehe:)
pls help my teamates with their damai match tmr
may u bless them to play very hard and to fight to the end.
NARGIS!!!
FASTER RECOVER!
WE LOVE YOU


Monday, March 2, 2009



please don't be the second bunny...
be the first
lost to dunman today
39-11
its ok people
we all fail in our lives.
If we work hard
we will get the reward.
nothing ever goes smoothly in our life.
That's reality...
there's no such thing as every thing is going well
So people lets not give up and fight for our damai's game!
I believe that we can do it
everytime like the 3rd and 4th quarter then we have more confidence.
come on we must have more confidence!
Never quit...
Because real losers aren't the ones who fail, but are those who quit.
so i hope that we, as a team, will work hard together
and we will all cheer you on:)
Good luck!
erm... yu shan can we go eat dinner after wed's match?
haha
totally disappointed...
no spirit, no unity, worst of all
no voice.

Sunday, March 1, 2009


yup:)
happy sad or neutral
i really dunno what i am feeling nowadays
i am feeling happy on the outside
but inside is all kinds of weird emotions
angry, disappointed, sad, and truly happy ( hey i'm sure u noe i'm talking bout you:) )
haha tried to study just now
a bit effective
but i swear that when i was in sec 2
it was much more effective
why?
why is it that i cannot work as hard?
i am still finding the ans to this question
mean time i just try my best!!!
talked to you today
i dun wan to let go of you:)
glad
that the feeling is right.
tmr dunman's match!
JO told me that if we won, she would wan us back!!!
no i dun wan her i hate her.
but we still must try our best to beat them
though i am a bench player
next year ms wong say i will play:)
haha i felt so motivated
i got the cheer ready for tmr's game!!!
WHAT TEAM?
WILDCATS!
oops...
is PRCS BUNS TEAM!!!
jia yous
really glad. the graph is increasing. really increasing.

Friday, February 27, 2009

HELLO:)
this will sound like a very different me
very often we experience things like that
what we wanted very much
we didn't get it
many will be sad
demoralized
but sometimes what u didn't get
is a good thing
sometimes there are even better things down the road
in store for you
now my results are having problems
my CCA also got problems
i don't know if i should stop and and start over again
i reckon it will be difficult to start all over again
futhermore i have worked so hard
both studies and CCA
if i give up...
nope i won't give up
" many of life's failures are people who did not know how close they were to success when they gave up"
so whenever you feel like giving up
rmb this phrase
but its not easy to forget what i went through or suffered
its not easy lettin go
it seems to be the biggest challenge
thought that i have let it go
analyzed it, understand that
i no longer need to dwell over it
and let it go
i relax and it comes right back into mind
determined not to think bout it
and like a evil spirit
it comes right back
find all ways to forget bout it
it still comes right back.
its difficult to forget what i went through
thats my biggest challenge now
i hope things won't turn for the worse
we won PLGS mtach today
great job ppl!
must be cos of my song too:)
let me tell u how to sing!
Before we match...

We're gonna win, we're gonna win, we're gonna win PLMG
we're gonna win PLMGS.
we're going to win this tournament!

After...

we have won them, we have won them, we have won PLMGS
we have won them so we should be happy
we have won PLMG.

haha glad that we won
score was 32-18:)
jia yous B'div

ok sad part
i got 26/50 for my chemistry common test
i noe got a lot ppl lower than me but i also lower than a lot of ppl
i shld be happy cos i passed but its still such a low mark.

Dear Sofia and Chia thong,

pls don't be sad
see u everyday like want to die liao
must hang in there
come to this class must be prepared
yes u can be sad
but u must work harder for the next test.
i believe that we can all do it
since according to 3/7 ppl
we are lifeless creatures and watsoever:)
we shld just act like nerds lor
jia yous sofia and chia thong
some ppl just learn slow
u will get it with determination and perseverance
don't give up now:)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

some things happened recently and i wished it wouldn't
failed my eng
first test i failed this year
how great
was quite sad luh
but oso cannot do anything already
3/4 of my class failed i think
ok let me see wat i have to hand up tmr
1. Am Ex 3.2
2. Am Ex 3.2
3. physics
4. log ws
5. chemistry test
jiayous:)

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

this pic quite funny:)
i feel that i am the worst chairman sia. chairman is to control the class.
critical writing peroid, everyone keeps dead silent. no teacher
me: " eh why u all so quiet? talk more leh! "
erm chairman?
i dun think so.
why ms wong choose me
up till now i still dunno
actually now i hope that my studies can continue to stay at this rate
but i noe its impossible
cos now is only the starting and things are still quite ok
but another thing now i give up already
after that den say bah yu shan.
anyway we are student athletes
student comes first:)
ROY GEE!!!
don't play this type of tricks again.
u will scare us emotionally
still trying to persist in everything that i do.
feel like going to break down soon
no matter what i say now is useless
because its just how well i do at that point in time
so yu shan its possible to give up
being emotionally tortured



Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I LOST MY PHONE!

ITS THE END OF THE WORLD.

i very sad now sia

Monday, February 23, 2009

no time to blog
have to chiong ss
i want to get A:)
haha
GOOD LUCK!

Sunday, February 22, 2009


i feel like giving up you know
all the odds are against me
nothing is going smoothly
expect for something
studies? nope i don't think so
netball? definitely not
but after a long consideration
i realised that i shouldn't
i just need to get it back get the momentum back
i think i can do it
but now i say all these also no use
it just depends on how or what i feel and do
that really matters during that exact point in time
i want to be lame
i want to lame!!!
RACHEL LEE I WANT YOU YO BE ABLE TO DO IT:)
GET IT BACK

Saturday, February 21, 2009

okay i wasted my whole day today
if i fail my common test
blame it on the evil class tee
haha
at least we manage to design and is just waiting for the go-ahead
i scared ppl not willing to pay sia
and we came out with the meetings and all
cool
haha

i planned to study physics today
haha
hope my planning comes true.
jia yous i can do it!

Friday, February 20, 2009

ok i got a cbox there now
so ppl it won't be so inconvenient for ppl to post comments:)
haha
i am studying now
i dun wan fail another test already
so damn freaking stress
i hate 3/9?
i love 3/9?
the ans?
thats for me to noe and for u to find out!

haha ran around the class ytd with a plastic bag over my head
so cool
running with brandon
luckily ms wong never take video or photo
if not she say she will put in together with the grad night pics
haha cool i can embarass myself

hey to all 3/9 students out there in PRCS
i know that many of you can't manage the stress that ur facing now
including me
some of us may have already started to regret
why the hell for did i choose 3/9?
9 subjects?
school ending at 4, 5 or even 6 plus everyday makes us all very tired
both physically and mentally
and we still have tons of work and tests
some of us cry when we can't make it to our desired marks for our tests.
cos we expect them to be like our sec 2 grades
but its just that we have to endure
we need more time
i know
some of us are breaking down already
but for our future
we have to hang in there
time will fly past these 2 years
i know it cos when i look at ur blogs
or even at ur faces during lessons
i can see the stressed look
esp during chem
we all must work hard and endure
no matter what we are being called
nerds, nerdballs, etc
whatever
it doesn't matter
cos we are nertified already
we shall endure:)
jia yous everyone
i hope our class stays united.
this does not mean that other classes are not stressed too
i believe that all sec 3s now are finding it diffucult to get used to this.