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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

OK...
i failed my a-maths test
surprising? no.
why?
i didn't work had
second test i faild this year
i really do want to work harder
i really do
but can i?
i don't know
you can't escape from studying
is which kind of attitude you want to face with
i was really sad
but i know that failures are all part of life
but i didn't really study for this test
and thats why i am partly to blame
so there is no use crying over spilt milk
hope i pass the retest


ok enough bout maths
NETBALL
today is not actually the day that seniors step down
but it is their last training with us:(
somehow i really feel like i have just lost my loved one
they go through thick and thin with us
no more laming
but still got the lame sec 3s! (me! shhh)
haha good luck for their national exams

though the sacarsim has faded off cos so may matches has passed
i am not so ironic and emo and sacarstic now
but sometimes i will still say here and there
cos its like when you sprain your ankle
the pain will forever be there
it will never fully recover
so thats why the pain in my heart will forever be there:)
ok i know that this blog is getting more boring


B'DIV 2009 ROCKS!!!
BYE BYE:)


Monday, March 30, 2009

today was a sad and happy day
ss suhaimi want me to stay back during recess cos i never hand in hw
but i never even see the paper before
so dun care him haha
next Mrs ang never come
quite happy lah
but i studied for the test!
Arrgh!!!
but nvm thursday just take the test
chem still same teach very fast
lit quite funny

haha netball:)
so funny
ok fine.
the first part not very funny lah
erm we played with raffles and kinda got thrashed
45-10
hehe
aiya dying already die peacefully lor
haha

den we played half court with sec 3s haha so cool
i love you guys!!!
haha

here comes the funny part
when we were on the way back to school
the bus driver was speeding and was kena caught by the traffic police
Jo thay all say the traffic police very " shuai"
erm i dun think so right?
Chia thong? wei lin?

tuition... just came back
super tired
will try to study for bio test

Anyway this is for seniors
thank you Jomanda, Zhi Ying,
Victoria, Deborah, Rachel Seah,
Rachel neo, Zena, Eunice, Nargis,
and the other sec 4s
sorry if i forgot to put your name:)
thank you for your guidance to us, the sec 3s
all these while
without you guys
all of us would not be improving so much
we would not be so motivated to work hard
thank you for your motivation
your encouragement
I will miss all the fun and lame times that we had together
when we make mistakes
you guys will try your best to guide us along
we will certainly learn from you guys
what we learnt
is...
well basically to not to give up
thank you so much!!!
I will miss you guys:)


why is your thing more important than us?
we are like in the decision match
of nationals
i dunno
i find you quite irresponsible
not that i can do any better
but...
you are supposed to be someone that i look up to

Friday, March 27, 2009

I dunno leh but i feel like i am becoming more lame each day
maybe its cos i giving less stress to myself in cca
actually i dun really care now
i still work hard
but if i do badly, den do badly lor
haha if good den good lor
i think yu shan will like scold me
just came up from swimming and Ann told me a lot of things
i think that i really should not complain about my life now as things are going to get worse
as we all get older
so treasure your every moment that u are living now!!!
primary sch: sleep 8 hours
sec sch: 6 hours
JC: 4 hours
-ann
i think this is also very true:)
haha so treasure your sleeping hours too
anyway i think i am getting more like playful during classes
this week alone
how many times did i get scolded?
including TODAY
haix it pissed me off
fine i not proactive
whatever-.-
thats just so lame la
i even saw u jaywalking before
wat right do u have to say bout us?
I shall try to become lamer
as it makes me happier!
hahaha
BYE!
the graph is increasing in steepness

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

life after one week of term 2...
erm i tried to be a good kid
but erm not very successful lah:)
hw some never do... kena scolded for changing places
blah blah blah...
haha
but i think i am happier than last term:)
thats a good thing
and lamer too!!!
i realised my post like getting shorter and shorter
no time:(
common test coming again!!!
AGGRH!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

i don't understand anything for physics!!!
its not fair for us to have the test tmr:(
haha but i realised that a lot of ppl also dunno got test tmr
so at least there is hope that the test will be postpone
sch is restarting
and i realised that our lit hw is encouraging us to die faster:)
hahahahahahaha:):)
who wants to learn physics?
go this website...
have fun!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

你说你喜欢
我笑得开朗
你越温柔
我越不想撒谎
我办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你
我感觉更勉强
别人的幸福
何必要模仿
放手?
nothing much during training yetersday
actually i quite happy
just feel that why i train so long like a lot of things still never improve
but i think i got improve:)
so three cheers for me!
haha
i shall work hard like you will never imagine:)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I'M SO DEAD FOR HW!
HAVEN EVEN STARTED YET
didn't go for training
my mummy insisted that i take a break
i think some ppl know why
haha
but don't worry i'll be going tmr:)
haha dunno how much i missed out
but who cares?
haha
BYE I FEEL LIKE CHIONGING HW
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Friday, March 13, 2009

yea i made it:)
thank you to everybody who encouraged me for this cross country.
almost our whole netball team made it to top 20:)
jia you netballers
sec 4s and 5 don't be too upset
u tried ur best:)
yesterday was super scared
so scared of cheri
but cheri u still got 3rd:)
rmb our plan next year k?
but i told myself that i could do it
haha yeah:)
OMG and 3/9 got overall champion for sec 3!!!
cool!
AND for cheering competition
it was like a miracle...
3rd? 3/9? why ah?
nvm that shows that we can do it
GO 3/9!
love you lots:)
and not forgetting my beloved netballers too!!!
Jia yous for the upcoming nationals and lets all train hard:)
I need to work harder for my results.

Monday, March 9, 2009


YES!!!
Today got 7 periods of relief:)
its like a miracle
but to 3/7 this is probably nothing
but still very happy

friday cheering competition...
omg i really can't imagine my class
can we more undead?
I can take it anymore
why are u guys like that?
why can't we do it more lively?
only a handful of people can do it.
thank you to those people
but the rest
i don't know...
is studying what u wan? only that?
do we have to show other classes that we are like forever
so nerdy
I hope for a miracle...

cross country:(
usually my favourite day of the year
but not this year leh
dunno why i feel that my stamina drop.

I need a miracle
i know we're suppose to work hard ourselves but...

I don't know.
Is it too rash?
i made a rash decision?

Sunday, March 8, 2009

HAPPY NEWS TO ANNOUNCE TOMMOROW
I KNOW IT AMY NOT BE TOO GOOD A NEWS FOR
YOU
BUT ITS STILL WORTH IT DON'T U THINK?
HAHA I LOVE YOU
of course you too:)

Thursday, March 5, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA AND SHERRI!!!!
haha ran 2.4 today
quite impressed with results
cool:)
and realised that my class is really not bad after all!
Go 3/9!
love you to the core
lets do well for cheering comp
and win something
sorry for showing my bad temper nowadays
really pissed by some things.
the graph is still increasing...

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

really proud to be in this netball team called PRCS
though we may not scream and shout like other teams during the game
we are united as one.
feel that god answered my prayer last night
we did it:)
we made it to the semi finals
which means we are in top 4
you guys deserve it
and u deserve IT too
enjoy it:)
you totally ruin my happy mood today
nvm...
tmr got 2.4 take time
scared sia
my stamina like drop leh
another thing pissed me off today.
shall not say it
anyway its a fact
haha thanks jo for ur 'encouraging' speech
should i go on fri?
Go netballers.
don't think i can have the courage to bring out the hero in me
ok eng lesson time...
spot the irony:)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

we humans should be like them
they work hard no matter what.
they fail, and they try again.
they can take bad opinions
they will still continue to fight
dogs also have a lot of teamwork.
when one is in trouble
thewhole bunch of dogs will rush out to help
they face all kinds of problems with confidence
and try their 100% best in everthing that they do.
I don't know why
but we humans sometimes just cannot accept the fact that we did not win
or we failed
we lose confidence
and are even more scared
i feel that we should be more bonded and
go through things together
to Yu Shan and
ppl who have little confidence:
Its difficult to imagine the situation that you're in
its something that i would never and can never feel
but u really have to believe yourself
that there is a hero inside you
don't be afraid of what or who you are
If you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know
will melt away.
When you find that hero inside you
you will feel the strength to carry on
you will put your fears aside
and you know you can survive
so when you feel that hope for you is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll eventually see the truth
that a hero is inside you
hey weilin thanks for the motivation!
hehe:)
pls help my teamates with their damai match tmr
may u bless them to play very hard and to fight to the end.
NARGIS!!!
FASTER RECOVER!
WE LOVE YOU


Monday, March 2, 2009



please don't be the second bunny...
be the first
lost to dunman today
39-11
its ok people
we all fail in our lives.
If we work hard
we will get the reward.
nothing ever goes smoothly in our life.
That's reality...
there's no such thing as every thing is going well
So people lets not give up and fight for our damai's game!
I believe that we can do it
everytime like the 3rd and 4th quarter then we have more confidence.
come on we must have more confidence!
Never quit...
Because real losers aren't the ones who fail, but are those who quit.
so i hope that we, as a team, will work hard together
and we will all cheer you on:)
Good luck!
erm... yu shan can we go eat dinner after wed's match?
haha
totally disappointed...
no spirit, no unity, worst of all
no voice.

Sunday, March 1, 2009


yup:)
happy sad or neutral
i really dunno what i am feeling nowadays
i am feeling happy on the outside
but inside is all kinds of weird emotions
angry, disappointed, sad, and truly happy ( hey i'm sure u noe i'm talking bout you:) )
haha tried to study just now
a bit effective
but i swear that when i was in sec 2
it was much more effective
why?
why is it that i cannot work as hard?
i am still finding the ans to this question
mean time i just try my best!!!
talked to you today
i dun wan to let go of you:)
glad
that the feeling is right.
tmr dunman's match!
JO told me that if we won, she would wan us back!!!
no i dun wan her i hate her.
but we still must try our best to beat them
though i am a bench player
next year ms wong say i will play:)
haha i felt so motivated
i got the cheer ready for tmr's game!!!
WHAT TEAM?
WILDCATS!
oops...
is PRCS BUNS TEAM!!!
jia yous
really glad. the graph is increasing. really increasing.