HELLO:)

this will sound like a very different me

very often we experience things like that

what we wanted very much

we didn't get it

many will be sad

demoralized

but sometimes what u didn't get

is a good thing

sometimes there are even better things down the road

in store for you

now my results are having problems

my CCA also got problems

i don't know if i should stop and and start over again

i reckon it will be difficult to start all over again

futhermore i have worked so hard

both studies and CCA

if i give up...

nope i won't give up

" many of life's failures are people who did not know how close they were to success when they gave up"

so whenever you feel like giving up

rmb this phrase

but its not easy to forget what i went through or suffered

its not easy lettin go

it seems to be the biggest challenge

thought that i have let it go

analyzed it, understand that

i no longer need to dwell over it

and let it go

i relax and it comes right back into mind

determined not to think bout it

and like a evil spirit

it comes right back

find all ways to forget bout it

it still comes right back.

its difficult to forget what i went through

thats my biggest challenge now

i hope things won't turn for the worse